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Four Times Satsu Didn’t Have SmoochiesFour Times Satsu Didn’t Have Smoochies With the Scoobies (And 2 Times That She Did)6. BuffySatsu’s eyelids fluttered open, and as she remembered everything that had happened the previous night, she was both happy and sad. Happy, because she was waking up next to the woman she loved, and sad, because that woman would be leaving very soon. But she could hardly complain–she’d gotten more than she’d ever expected to, and it had been beyond wonderful.Buffy stirred, and now her eyes opened, too. “Mmm. Morning,” she greeted, and gave her lover a slightly-sleepy smile.”Morning.” Satsu used her elbow to prop her head up. “Wow, I had the weirdest dreams.””Really? About what?” And she clearly wasn’t just asking to be polite–or because she worried they might portend some looming apocalypse. She was asking because she really cared, which made Satsu fall in love with her just a little bit more.”I don’t remember, exactly. Xander was there… and Kennedy… Andrew… Dawn… Willow… and I think I was mad at you. And then at the end, I just kind of felt sad.””I’m sorry.””Don’t apologize–they were just a bunch of stupid dreams.””No, that’s not–” Buffy began, then stopped and took a moment to think about what she wanted to say. “I should’ve never gotten into this with you. I know I’ve made things so much harder for you now, and that’s the last thing I wanted to do. It was selfish of me.””I’m a big girl, Buffy. I knew what I was doing. I knew canlı bahis the situation. Yeah, sure, of course I wish it could’ve been even more, but that doesn’t mean I regret any of what it has been.”The blonde slayer smiled, and reached for Satsu’s hand. “Last night was nice.””It really was.” But then she thought back to the stuff that had happened earlier in the evening, and her good mood slipped a bit. “Do you think Xander is going to be okay? He and Renee were getting pretty close.”Buffy’s smile faded. “I think so. This is something we’ve been through before. We’re all used to losing people we care about, unfortunately, and we know how to take care of each other when it happens. Willow and Dawn and I will be there for him. “Which reminds me, I’d better go wake everybody up, otherwise most of them will sleep all morning. We’ve gotta get to the airport.”They both got out of bed and began collecting their clothes. Satsu expected Buffy to dash out the door the minute she was dressed, but she didn’t. She lingered for a moment, as if unwilling to put this chapter behind her, once and for all.”I’ll call you as soon as we land, to let you know we got there okay,” she promised.”Okay. Good.””And I want you to call me if you ever need anything, okay? Just because we’re half-a-world away doesn’t mean we’re out of each other’s lives.””Okay,” Satsu nodded. “And if you ever need me for anything, I’m here. Anything,” she repeated, giving the other woman a meaningful bahis siteleri look.”Satsu, I–“”So? What are you waiting for? Don’t you have people to kick out of bed, and a plane to catch?””Yeah. So… I’ll just go do that, then.” She turned and put her hand on the doorknob… paused for a moment for one final look back… and then vanished out the door, closing it behind her.A whole lot of Satsu’s heart went with her, and she felt tears welling up inside, but she refused to allow them to fall. She was a leader now–she had to set an example. And this had been her idea. Buffy wasn’t leaving her–she was leaving Buffy. Any kind of anger she felt towards the other woman was all kinds of misplaced, and she cut those emotions off before they could even begin to form. But although she still didn’t remember any of the previous night’s dreams, she was now left with a vague sense of disquiet that maybe that was what her future now held.So. First day as the new boss. She needed to figure out what to wear, and see what kind of group she’d been given to work with. She wanted them to be the best of the ten slayer teams before the end of the year. The first step was–She’d gone over to the dresser, but a sudden noise behind her caused her to turn around… just in time to see Buffy come bursting through her door. She ran to Satsu and practically knocked her over as she wrapped her arms around her, and held on tight.”No, we’re not doing that,” she said into the Japanese slayer’s bahis şirketleri ear.”Not doing what?” Something wet hit Satsu’s shoulder, and she realized that Buffy was crying.”Your promotion? Totally rescinded. You’re coming back to Scotland with me.””Buffy–“”Look, I don’t know what this is,” she said, pulling back to look Satsu in the eye, and gesturing between the two of them, “but whatever it is, I’m not ready to give up on it yet. I can’t promise you that it’ll last, or that this ‘gay’ thing will take. But what I do know is that when I walked out that door a minute ago, everything inside me started screaming at me that I was making a horrible mistake. I don’t wanna let you go until I know for sure that it was the right decision, and right now it feels like the exact opposite of that. As for other people are concerned… Well, what transpired between you and them will stay between you and them. I won’t want to know about it. Especially maybe about Dawn. Unless if they tell me of course and we invite them into bed or something.”Satsu tried to make noises–or better yet, whole words–come out of her mouth, but nothing would. She just stood there, trying to convince herself she was hearing all this.Buffy took both of her hands, looked deep into her eyes, and just asked, “Come home with me?” She gave the hands a soft squeeze. “Please?”Satsu’s voice still wouldn’t work, but that didn’t matter. She stepped into Buffy and kissed her, long and deep, and that was all the answer either of them needed.Even when their clothes came back off, and they stood there naked and making out, Satsu knew she finally was where she knew she was destined to be all along.** Grr! Arrgh! **THE END

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